Welcome From Howard


Welcome to my website! I hope you will find inspiration, hope and healing here! I have devoted my career and my life to helping others, and I hope in the words, articles, interviews and links provided here, you will find help for yourself too. What I know to be true is that healing from sexual victimization, no matter what age it started or ended, is absolutely possible and achievable!

The pictures on these pages represent some of my favorite views from the beautiful places where we have hosted MaleSurvivor Weekends of Recovery.  I hope to meet some of you at a future Weekend!

Another important article on stopping the myth of men are “lucky” to be abused by women

Another important article:

The Sexual Abuse of Boys is not about getting “lucky” & We Need to Stop Promoting This Myth  (The Good men Project)


Re-Creations Quarterly Featuring Howard Fradkin as Special Guest



Re – Creations Quarterly

You are free to create or re-create yourself, your life, your destiny

Fall Edition          Volume II Issue II



Re – Creations was founded by Elaine Crocker, whose mission is to partner with victims & survivors of sexual abuse as we make the journey towards healing and reclaiming the power that was stolen from us.


We will provide an inspirational weekly radio show and motivational speaking & writing.


Our goal is to create a life of not only surviving but thriving. To be inspired to freely & fully live, truly love, and willingly forgive. Together we will develop the courage to chip away at the guilt, and shame that has burdened and broken us. We’ll encourage one another to pick up the pieces and dare to become whole.


Connect recreatonsent@gmail.com conquering1961@yahoo.com




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In this issue:

Guest Spotlight            1

Events            2

Articles Invisible Dance It’s On Us

Events cont’d            3

Resource Corner



I was excited and honored to have Dr. Howard Fradkin, Ph.D., LICDC- CS as a guest on my radio show Experience Strength Hope, Survive and  Thrive . I remembered Howard and I’m sure many of you do also from seeing him speak as an expert on the Oprah Winfrey show in November of 2010 featuring 200 male survivors of sexual abuse. There he was sitting between Oprah and Tyler Perry sharing his own personal experience as a survivor of childhood sexual abuse and adult rape but offering his expert

insight, hope and inspiration for the survivors on the show but also the millions around the world.

Howard has counseled over 1500 male survivors in individual, couples, group psychotherapy and weekend workshops over the course of his 32-year career as a Psychologist, and trained over 2500 professional colleagues on male sexual victimization. He is Co-Chairperson of the MaleSurvivor Weekends of Recovery, http://malesurvivor.org/ where he has co-directed nearly 60 Weekends of Recovery since 2001 for over 1000 men (see my events section for upcoming weekend dates).

Howard’s first book, Joining Forces: Empowering Male Survivors to Thrive, Amazon.com was published November, 2012. It is an inspirational book written to empower male survivors of sexual abuse and assault at any age to develop skills they can use to overcome the effects of their trauma and learn to thrive in their lives. Howard says “Throughout the book, I have incorporated the stories and the wisdom of a group of alumni of our weekends program, who I call the “Silence Breakers”.”

Howard founded Affirmations: A Center for Psychotherapy and Growth, Affirmations in Columbus, OH in 1984, where he and staff provide psychotherapy in the areas of trauma recovery for men and women survivors, those struggling with depression and anxiety, alcoholism, drug addiction and sex addiction, sexual orientation confusion and acceptance, people with HIV and AIDS, and group psychotherapy. He now serves as Partner Emeritus at Affirmations.

Howard attributes his healing to excellent psychotherapy, alternative healers, an akido master, and much love and support from friends and colleagues. He shared with me these 5 key motivational messages for male survivors but I believe survivors in general can also benefit: “Survivors can become strong and sensitive men, capable of connecting with others emotionally, physically, spiritually, romantically, and sexually; Healing from sexual abuse necessitates learning how to feel  safe enough inside and how to identify safe people who can provide the support every survivor needs and deserves; Healing from sexual abuse requires survivors to refuse to isolate, and instead to join forces with other male survivors and professionals who can help them feel safe enough to disclose abuse secrets and find support; Perpetrators of abuse and non-protectors teach survivors

to believe there is something very shameful and wrong about themselves. Male survivors can heal by learning to be disloyal to the dysfunctional messages they learned and by substituting loyalty to functionality; It is absolutely possible to achieve the ability to thrive as a male survivor: it takes practice, perseverance and support.”

I am inspired and hopeful because Howard is a living example of a journey of surviving and thriving, going on in spite of some very traumatic events, and becoming his best self.



To connect with Howard directly you may email him at hfradkin@malesurvivor.org.







You are free to create or re-create yourself, your life, your destiny






Oct 9, Adult Survivors of Child Abuse Support Meeting 2nd Thurs each month, 6p-8p PT

http://rachelgrantcoaching.com/ media/ASCA-meeting-info1.pdf Oct 13, Shake Off the Shame: How to Let Go of Self- Judgment and Self-Blame, free teleseminar, @ 6p PT,  www.rachelgrantcoaching.com/


Oct 14, Beyond Surviving Radio; Conversations That Heal 2nd Tues each month,

6pm-7pm PT

http://www.blogtalkradio.com/ conversationsthatheal

Oct 17-19, Male Survivor Weekends of Recovery, Hope Springs Retreat Center,

Peebles, OH malesurvivor.org/

Oct 31-Nov 2, 14th International Male Survivor Conference for professionals, survivors and allies Newark, NJ malesurvivor.org/


Coming in Oct, The Journey of Tina Journal 5 (journey of healing from sexual abuse)  www.friesenpress.com


Nov 9th, Ask a Sex Abuse Survivor one man showThe Adrienne Theatre Philadelphia, PA http:// sexabusesurvivor.com/


Upcoming Events for Sexual Assault Awareness Month

Apr 15, Adult Survivors Of Childhood Sexual Abuse: A Time To Heal conference Des Moines, Iowa rosennab@yahoo.com


Apr 18, Love Never Fails Conference, Richmond, VA  www.surroundedbyfaith.org

Fall Edition Volume II Issue II



Invisible Dance, Raising Your Voice Against Sexual Violence


On September 26 I went to a screening of Invisible Dance by Caylee So. It’s a really beautiful film using a Cambodian Dance as symbolism. The film is not complete yet but keep an eye out for it, I think you’ll like it. Also at the screening was a panel of 5 speakers 3

of whom were survivors. They bravely shared their stories and

answered audience questions. I don’t often have the opportunity to meet survivors who have gone through the legal process to convict their perpetrators so it

was interesting to hear what they went through. Eliina worked with her local police dept and the FBI to aid in the arrest of her attacker. It took 3 long and hard years to get to court where she finally testified and he was convicted. Julianna was sexually abused by her step-father and when she was finally able to leave that home she recognized that her little sister was left behind with him. Because of this she pressed charges against him. To hear them tell about being told they would not win their cases, and encouraged to “look and act like a victim”, I thought omg this really happens, I’ve heard it and seen it on t.v. but they experienced it. It sounded like a double edged sword; they were brave and courageous enough to press charges and testify but it also held them back a bit from healing. It was sometime since they had been abused and they wanted to heal and go on with their lives but could not because they had to come across like a “victim” in court. I can’t imagine what this was like but I commend them for their follow-through, strength and tenacity.



White House Launches “It’s On Us”

September 19,2014, President Obama launched It’s On Us, a campaign to reduce rape on college campuses. To survivors of campus sexual assault, President Obama said, “It’s not on you; this is not your fight alone. This is on all of us, every one of us, to fight campus sexual assault. You are not alone, and we have your back.” Scott Berkowitz, RAINN’ s president said “One of the most effective ways to prevent rape is to mobilize men and women on campus to join together in stopping perpetrators before they can commit a crime. RAINN has joined the It’s On Us campaign as a partner to help bring attention to the important role that students play in keeping their friends safe and in preventing rape on campus.” Among the advice that RAINN offers college students: If you see a situation that doesn’t feel right, find a non-confrontational way to step in. Try redirecting the conversation, or suggesting your friend join you outside.

College men and women are also key in lending support to peers who have been impacted by rape or sexual assault. “We need to make sure that if someone’s friend is sexually assaulted, students know how to support him or her, and ensure that they have access to the help they deserve through the National Sexual Assault Hotline and local resources,” said Berkowitz.









Tina Journey “The Art Series “continues to be shown in New York: https:// thejourneyoftina.see.me/


Annie O’Sullivan blogtalkradio  http://www.blogtalkradio.com/  can-you-hear-me-now-annie-  osullivan Tuesdays 6:30pm Pacific


Jori Nunes author of Chocolate Flowers: A Twisted Tale that Deserves to be Told—purchase on Amazon


Eric Ramsey writes film: Unspeakable Indiscretions  https://www.facebook.com/  eric.b.ramsey.1

You are free to create or re-create yourself, your life, your destiny

Fall Edition       Resource Center      Volume II Issue II



Taken from Darkness to Light—What is Child Sexual Abuse?

  • Any sexual act between an adult and a minor or between two minors when one exerts power over the other.
  • Forcing, coercing or persuading a child to engage in any type of sexual act. It also includes non- contact acts such as exhibitionism, exposure to pornography, voyeurism, and communicating in a sexual manner by phone or Internet.
  • An agonizing and traumatic experience for its victims.
  • A crime punishable by law.



Personal empowerment helps provide adults with the capacity and momentum to take action against child sexual abuse. With personal empowerment, we can make choices, take risks, and support each other -

Making Choices

We have the ability – both in our organizations and in our families – to make proactive choices that protect children and keep them safe from sexual abuse. If we want our children to be happy and healthy, we have to make choices which support that goal.

Taking Risks

Choices often involve some personal risk that takes us outside our comfort zones – like talking to children about sexual boundaries, redirecting an adult who’s crossing boundaries, or making an actual report. Sometimes we have to take risks, even if we are uncertain or don’t know the outcome, to make sure a child is protected.

Supporting Each Other

When children take their first steps, ride their first bikes, or climb into the driver’s seat for the first time, there is usually someone beside them providing guidance and support. It’s easier to take big steps when you know you have someone on your side, ready to lend a hand if you need it. As communities, as organizations, and as individuals, we can give support to others’ efforts to prevent child sexual abuse, and we can ask for support when we need it.



5 Steps to Protecting Our Children



1. Learn the Facts  
2. Minimize Opportunity  
3. Talk About It  
4. Recognize the Signs  
5. React Responsibly  
    Download the 5 Steps Booklet


New interviews with NY Times Columnist Charles Blow


Charles Blow was interviewed today on Huff Post Live about his new memoir, Fire Shut Up in My Bones…thank you Charles for your willingness to courageously share the abuse done to you, your struggles as an African-American man to overcome our society’s significant blocks to men being free to be themselves including being free to be fluid in our sexuality and sexual orientation, and your struggles with depression, suicidality and rage.

And also interviewed on NPR Morning Edition



I look forward to reading your book!


Great new article on Why are we indifferent to male rape victims?


This is an excellent article that covers many of the points I make in Joining Forces regarding the problems men face in being able to publicly admit they have been abused/raped.  The author is right: We as a society must do better to acknowledge that men and women get sexually victimized, raped, and violated…and by men and by women offenders.

Why it is never okay to hit a child…

Dear Friends and Colleagues,
I wanted to share the following that was just published today on the Good Men Project. I hope it may be helpful to anyone who finds themselves with an opportunity to talk about child abuse in the wake of the Adrian Peterson arrest last week.  Please feel free to comment and share widely.
Many thanks as always for all that you do.

When discussing child abuse people are often quick to agree that it’s wrong. But it is also important to make sure we explain why physically striking a child is simply, fundamentally, and ethically wrong. That is not something I have heard very often in the public comments by other athletes and NFL officials. It is also important to recognize that raising attention to child abuse in this way does not detract from the important and necessary discussions that continue to happen with regards to domestic violence and the issues brought up by the Ray Rice suspension. Most forms of interpersonal violence have their root in trauma to one degree or another, and by talking about one form of IPV, we necessarily bring up issues connected to many others.

If you find yourself being challenged and want to say more about WHY is it never OK to hit a child, here are three significant reasons that we need to make sure get addressed:
1. Hitting children disrupts the natural and necessary attachment process between child and caregiver.
2. Hitting children causes a child to see themselves as powerless, which can be extremely traumatizing in ways that can impact their development significantly.
3. Children who are physically abused are far more likely to be sexually abused, and to experience other forms of maltreatment.
Christopher M. Anderson
Executive Director
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MaleSurvivor’s 14th Int’l Conference 10/31-11/2
Evolution: From Hurting to Healing; 

MaleSurvivor 14th International Conference Oct 31-Nov 2nd

When: View in Calendar » August 27, 2014 @ 10:00 pm - 11:00 pm

More than 26 million boys and men in the United States have been, or will be, sexually abused at some point in their lives. Globally, more than 850 million males are estimated to be victims. Healing is possible, but for many survivors hope and support can be hard to find. Without greater awareness of the existence and needs of male survivors, the personal evolution from hurting to healing is made immensely harder.

MaleSurvivor’s 14th International Conference will convene this fall, once again within the New York City metropolitan area. We are expecting hundreds of attendees from a wide range of disciplines and backgrounds to join together to share their knowledge and support for the work of healing. We encourage survivors, mental health professionals, researchers, academicians and others to join us for more than 40 workshops, presentations, and discussions on the sexual victimization of boys and men.


Dr. Fradkin will be co-presenting an all day workshop for survivors –a Day of Recovery -with the Weekends of Recovery team; co-lead a workshop on offering yourself exquisite compassion with Rob Hawkings; and co-lead a workshop on Lessons learned about the Weekends of Recovery with co-chair, Jim Struve.


For more information and to register for the conference, please visit www.malesurvivor.org

It Happens to Boys Conference

When: View in Calendar » March 6, 2015 – March 8, 2015 (all-day)
Where: The Annenberg at Eisenhower Medical Center, Palm Springs, CA, USA
Contact: Carol Teitelbaum, MFT

I will be featured as one of the keynote speakers at the 7th Annual It Happens to Boys Conference 3/6 &
3/7ay The Annenberg at Eisenhower Medical Center.  I’ll be speaking the morning of 3/6/15.  For more information about the conference, go to www.creativechangeconferences.com

I’ll be joined by Robert Ackerman, Jerry Moe, Harry Haroutunian, Cindy Carter, Leo Booth, Scott Smith, Randy Boyd, David Price, Daniel Marquez, and Carol Teitelbaum!  Please contact:
Carol Teitelbaum, MFT 760-346-4606

Best Clinical Practices for Adult Male Survivors of Childhood Sexual Abuse


Very important new article for health care practitioners, as well as male survivors about best practices when you go to the doctors.

The Permanente Journal has just published the  article co-authored by Chris Anderson, Executive Director of MaleSurvivor, along with his friends and colleagues Les Gallo-Silver MSW, LCSW-R and Jaime Romo, Ed.D. The title is “Best Clinical Practices for Male Adult Survivors of Childhood Sexual Abuse: “Do No Harm”